Being There

by Jackson Couse

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Sticks and stones, names and words

I met Melanie when I was 17. I was work­ing at a photo lab, the night shift. Melanie rode by, looked in the win­dow, and decided that I would make a good date for her friend Reg. I didn’t make a good date for Reg, although he is a swell guy. Last night, Reg and […]

When I get older

I walked into the office and the sec­re­taries rec­og­nized me imme­di­ately. Con­sid­er­ing how much time I spent in the office this is not really sur­pris­ing. I got into a lot of fights, and did a lot of things that I am not proud of. I was a prob­lem, we all were.

Crunch crunch crunch time

It’s hard to keep things in bal­ance, and to be hon­est, a lot of times this year they haven’t been bal­anced. Jug­gling my edu­ca­tion and employ­ment has been the most chal­leng­ing. Although some­times it feels like I am doing nei­ther prop­erly, ulti­mately I’ve been doing a pretty alright job. I’ve learned, from being busy, that a big part of bal­ance is set­ting bound­aries and ask­ing for what you need. This applies in pro­fes­sional cir­cum­stances just as well as it does in the rest of life.

There goes the neighborhood

Where I am is Chi­na­town, and it has been burn­ing down. It has been burn­ing my whole life, really, but these past cou­ple week were par­tic­u­larly incendiary.

Hustle and Bustle

Some­times I feel like I must be wear­ing some sort of a sign, like a “kick me” on my back, or invis­i­ble ink on my fore­head that says “gullible.” I talk to a lot of strangers, and most of the time I enjoy it. In fact, I am try­ing to make talk­ing to strangers my […]

What Are You Doing Here?

What are you doing here?” said the pair of eyes behind the counter. Good ques­tion. John and I were going to find my grandmother’s house in Hyde Park, an upscale sub­ur­ban com­mu­nity north of the Uni­ver­sity of Chicago. To get there, we had to walk through Chicago’s noto­ri­ous South Side. What the Viet­namese man in […]

Hello Chicago

For the sec­ond year run­ning, I’m out of the coun­try for Christ­mas. Last year I was in Paris, eat­ing really good Indian food, choco­late, and mac­arons. It was the first time I’d skipped the fes­tiv­i­ties, and I really enjoyed it. Although it was a bit weird to phone home and hear my fam­ily hav­ing Christmas […]

Falling

I’ve been work­ing on a big panoramic photo (the final print will be about 2 feet by 4 feet) that I started this sum­mer. It was July, and we’d just moved into the new apart­ment in Chi­na­town. The liv­ing room was pretty sparsely dec­o­rated at that point, nonethe­less my room­mate and I were sit­ting around […]

Telling Stories

Art” by Tanya Davis, movie by Andrea Dorf­man Look­ing around lately, it seems every­one is suf­fer­ing a cri­sis of con­fi­dence of one sort or another. There’s the global credit cri­sis, a man­u­fac­tur­ing slow­down, bailouts, just about every­one could use some assis­tance. The city of Ottawa had pro­posed a mas­sive cut to arts fund­ing in the […]

Where No Cars Should Go

Let’s start with a song. Here is the Final Fan­tasy ver­sion of the Arcade Fire song “No Cars Go”: [audio:http://jacksoncouse.com/beingthere/wp-content/uploads/2008/12/no-cars-go1.mp3] Dragon Alley is a tiny lit­tle strip of land. At first look, it’s noth­ing sig­nif­i­cant. There used to be an old Horse barn at one end, a for­got­ten relic of a bygone age, tucked behind the busy […]