This post was originally published at NPAC.ca as building a history. It has been modified and expanded from the original.
The conceit of Relocation is fairly simple: photos made while moving. Each image was composed while physically traveling through space.

Untitled (Ottawa Valley), 2010. Taken from a moving train in the early morning on the way to Montréal for business.
On a deeper level, Relocation is an investigation of emptiness, and a record of the vertigo experienced when confronted with the immensity of the universe. Read flatly, the photos could be described as landscapes, but I consider them records of uniquely human geography, both internal and external. They are deeply connected to experience, therefore I feel that they fall in the realm of documentary photography.

Untitled (Île d’Orléans), 2010. Taken on a day trip by car trip around Île d’Orléans.
Although the photos in the series were made recently, I worked on this series for a long time. Over and over for years I took pictures of places that make me feel aware of my humanity. That is, when confronted with a place that made me feel small and alone in the universe, I would take a picture.
I was afraid of the world. I moved out when I was 16, and for the following few years suffered from mental illness and depression. During this time, I would stay sometimes with my father, and sometimes with friends. I moved around a lot. For years, all my stuff was in boxes. I never really felt rooted anywhere. Later, working as a communications analyst for the National Housing Research Committee, I learned that this is called being “marginally housed” or “marginally homeless”. It was a confusing, scary time.
The after-effects of this constant shuffling, combined with the trauma of moving out, were intense. For a short time I hallucinated regularly. My long term memory was shot. I couldn’t remember whole periods of my life. I had a hard time making sense of the world. Photography was a coping mechanism. I photographed places as way to assert my existence. By abstracting a place and freezing a moment of time, I used photographs to impose visual order and break the world down into manageable pieces. I used images as the anchor-points for memory. Photography helped me create meaning out of my experience. Every time I got back a roll, it felt like I was creating an archive that I could come back to. My life may have been all over the place, but that archive gave me meaning.
I worked closely with the artistic director at DAÏMÕN, Marie-Hélène Leblanc, to create Relocation. Although I had been making this work for a long time, everything really clicked when she asked me “is it possible to photograph emptiness?” It was a challenge. I knew I already had. The answer is both yes and no. By photographing emptiness, you make something. By looking into the abyss, you fill it.

I was riding a borrowed bike back to my friend’s house after a day at the NPAC conference in Toronto. I love riding my bike even more than driving.
To select the photographs, we laid out about 500 prints on a table in my basement. We pushed them around, paired some with others, rejected, discarded, brought back, debated, and finally selected the six pictures in the show. It took the better part of a day. This is the same process I use to edit all my projects. I think of photography as akin to poetry. Crafting a photo narrative is like writing haiku. Editing is a careful, economical process of balancing images against each other. Each has to have value, but those values must fit together to construct a coherent message or larger image. Six pictures is less than usual for me, but they just made sense with the space and each other. To me, the selection feels balanced and effective. It is an uncomplicated but emotionally complex series. This is what I was looking for.
The photographs we selected were made after I stopped being homeless. They were made with the clarity of perspective that comes with a stable place to live, a job, time, and adulthood. Still, they are photographs about and of dislocation.
(Aside: I would like to mention here that if you do not own a printer, you should get one. There are decent models available for well under a thousand dollars. The process I just described is so important. If I did not have real prints the connections Marie-Hélène and I made would have been impossible. I wouldn’t have been able to give her copies to take home and think about. For another project, I made a little chap-book out of photos. By chance, this book landed in the right hands, and scored me a place in an international exhibition with a production grant. The value of real, printed photos can’t be overstated.)
The final piece in Relocation is a video. It is short, about 2 minutes long, a simple static shot taken from inside a moving subway train as it pulls into the station. I made this video in New York, after the photographic content had been decided. Whereas the photos are cold, static, and sparse, the video is warm, fast, and messy. It is a explicitly social counterpoint to the cool detachedness of photographs.
This is 23rd St. (I said damn) from Jackson Couse on Vimeo.
Relocation continues at DAÏMÕN until October 10th, 2010.